Life as it is called

Every human beings comes and goes, why?
I mean why people are getting born and born and then dead, huh.
There is a greater question, even i don't have right words to define it.

But I am still not happy with all this genesis thing, you come, keep fighting
all your life, in one way or another and then dead.
So if this is the question, and we dint have answer to this big WHY, that
why we are born, then I guess we can find that what we should do in this
very limited span of life we have.

Even I am not sure about, what I should do, there are two schools of thought,
do what i like or do what others like.

I think one should do what he or she likes, but this is always the hardest path.

Anyways I am confused while writing this, let me do some more research,
comeback and finish this piece.

thanks

Migration to India

Well me and my father are born in India.
My grand parents migrated from west to east, i.e. from
todays Pakistan to Todays India.
My ancestral roots are in (attock erstwhile cambellpur) and we are khukhrain's .
It is a royal marshall cast as King Porus was one of us, but later
after the ban on fighting by muslims, they turned into businessmen.
Little History to remember :
http://www.attockonians.com/index.php/about-district-attock/attock-history

My father was born in http://wikiedit.org/India/Badanpur/26140/
and i was born in nearby town http://wikiedit.org/India/Narwana/262487/

Introspection into oneself(Deep)

Lets talk about Introspection,

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Introspection
Introspection is the self-observation and reporting of conscious inner thoughts, desires and sensations. It is a conscious and purposive process relying on thinking, reasoning, and examining one's own thoughts, feelings, and, in more spiritual cases, one's soul. It can also be called contemplation of one's self, and is contrasted with extrospection, the observation of things external to one's self. Introspection may be used synonymously with and in a similar way to human self-reflection.

Introspection is like the activity described by Plato when he asked, "…why should we not calmly and patiently review our own thoughts, and thoroughly examine and see what these appearances in us really are?"

I always want to look back and analyze and question everything,
like what I am doing,why i am doing,what why, what why.
I have doubts and I am looking forward to seek clarifications and bigger thoughts.
That I would like to search answers about
me
, my self
, my parents
, my beliefs
, my religion
, my country
, my history
why i am in USA, bla bla bla:).

That's not all about it, what is the purpose of my life,
is it about, killing yourself with numerous burdens of
materialistic society or this is what life mean, a cycle.
Confusion, right from the day-1 the beginning.

I would like to start with Indian History.
What happened to it, from where I came to India,
hmm I mean my ancestors, my roots and move along with it.

waiting to write next few lines soon.