Introspection into oneself(Deep)

Lets talk about Introspection,

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Introspection
Introspection is the self-observation and reporting of conscious inner thoughts, desires and sensations. It is a conscious and purposive process relying on thinking, reasoning, and examining one's own thoughts, feelings, and, in more spiritual cases, one's soul. It can also be called contemplation of one's self, and is contrasted with extrospection, the observation of things external to one's self. Introspection may be used synonymously with and in a similar way to human self-reflection.

Introspection is like the activity described by Plato when he asked, "…why should we not calmly and patiently review our own thoughts, and thoroughly examine and see what these appearances in us really are?"

I always want to look back and analyze and question everything,
like what I am doing,why i am doing,what why, what why.
I have doubts and I am looking forward to seek clarifications and bigger thoughts.
That I would like to search answers about
me
, my self
, my parents
, my beliefs
, my religion
, my country
, my history
why i am in USA, bla bla bla:).

That's not all about it, what is the purpose of my life,
is it about, killing yourself with numerous burdens of
materialistic society or this is what life mean, a cycle.
Confusion, right from the day-1 the beginning.

I would like to start with Indian History.
What happened to it, from where I came to India,
hmm I mean my ancestors, my roots and move along with it.

waiting to write next few lines soon.